terrifying

naive
still so naive
dream of sweetness and sunshine
or maybe moonlight?
it's so hard to be myself
so hard to do anything better than i did yesterday
i'm always scared
too scared to take a risk
risk of what?
risk of live or die?
every1 wants to suck the rest of my blood from my veins
venomus blood
so much poison inside
outside?
it's still the moment between night and dawn
it's the darkest moment of this year
don't go...
don't leave me so fucking alone
u can't see me there
i'm hide
don't look at me
i'm terrified

miracle

feel better now?
come on
come on
keep on pretending
i'm closed in my own frames
i turn on the light of my halo
to show you i'm a miracle
i'm a miracle among the trashes
so close or so far
same old song...
i've lost myself
i let you to do that
whatever you want
i'll be waiting below...

rainy days

it's raining again
there's no shelter from this bitter rain
can you light the fire w/ so wet & cold fingers?
don't think so...
raindrops put out every little flame
but you know what?
i am the drop
i am a dew drop
i am a drop in the ocean...
a tear
will you wipe me? warm me up?
i got stuck in the middle of deep puddle...

crossroads

which way should i choose?
may i turn away?
apparently i have no choice
need the Guide
but i'm still waiting
still standing on the cursed crossroads
i should move on, i know
but all the ways lead to nowhere
you dunno yet, you're at same place
such a pity...
supposedly you're free to decide, not?
such a pity...

window

be able to turn all dark thoughts to blue...
this dream may come true only on your head
what it means?
they call it delusions
window to the liberty is just a fake vision, so watch out!
take care
that's all